Friday, December 4, 2009
These r the questions clouding my mind for the last few days.
Here i am again in this rat race in search of my destination.When i got into my college which is among the top 5 engineering clg in W.B. i thought may this be the end of my struggle.But soon the bubble bursted.The engineering subjects didnt inspire me and i felt as a fish out of water.
Finally after much mental battle i decided to sit for Cat 2009 :the problem to all my solutions and the solution to all my problems.for the last few months this meant everything to me.My scores in the mocks have been like a roller coaster ride.Sometimes they are poor again in the very next test they reach great heights.So i am greatly tensed and and the news about the goof ups that is happening due to the online test make me more jittery.I am getting a feeling that may be all my dreams will be crushed as usual but still i will try to chase them..
My favourite words..
"The world isnt all sunshine and rainbow.Its a mean and nasty place...............If you know what you are worth go out and get what you r worth.You must be ready to take the hit and not pointing fingers saying you arent where you r becas of him or her or anybody.Cowards do that and that aint you.You are better than that."-ROCKY BALBOA
I finally have the answers to all the questions..
Those minutes can decide my next step in life and i will try to give my best for those few minutes."
Sunday, November 22, 2009
- The only movie star I care about was then not Srk or any other khan but Tom and jerry ,mickeymouse ,goofy,superman..
- The football team i used to shout for was not Arsenal or ManU but my section football team...
- It was not a big deal to have more than one best friend and that best friend also use to change often.
- Parents use to seem as angels when toys and candies use to pop out from their pockets
- The bravest thing which one imagine to think about is to walk into a dark room alone and ghosts seemed to be the only enemy of human
- the most shameful thing to me then was to loose to my friends in badminton match.
- friend were just not the guys to "hang "out with but those who always used to put out their helping hand whenever i was in a tight corner.
- exams were nothing more other than hurdles to go to new class
Mother doesnt enquire about whom i am talking on phone.In a word i have got more freedom.But with that have come more responsibilities and worries.One always have to pretend to be "cool" one need to be careful so that huge ego of others are not hurt.Life actually seems to have lost that "free-spirit of childhood"
AND now as i am in the final year of my engineering college the most important thing that is bugging me is thoughts about my career.Failure now just doesnt mean that one is not able to go to next class but failure here means that ones whole life becomes failure.i have got a taste of how bad is that feeling of that failure last wednesday when during the campuss placement of Vedanta.It was the first time i felt the need of a shoulder to cry upon,its the first time such a hollow feeling gripped me its the first time i felt so alone.And now i have more difficult hurdles before me.The entrance xams for MBA and then probably the campussplacement of tcs.I have dreamt about these for a long time but i have seen god almost always crush my dreams.I am feeling very jittery and i dont want to taste failure again....I just want to RUN AWAYand again return to those innocent days of childhood....
"Wish i could be always that way
As a little baby and keep my worries away"
Thursday, November 12, 2009
"a cup of cold coffee for me"
I looked and found a very familiar face.It was Geeta a friend of mine who used to study with me at engineering college.Suddenly the memories of those old days began to flash in my memory.
My college days were great.We( I and Udipto) were great friends.We always used to stick together because most of my batch mates were dumb.Our friendship grew more intense during our trip to Lava,Lolegaon(near kalimpong) .On that tour no girls from our department went.We tried to intrude into group of some other girls but didnt get a warm welcome.We tried to have some fun ourselves but nothing is complete for us without girls.
But suddenly one day we had some luck.We oneday went to a local restaurant and found the man at the counter shouting at two girls.We came to know that the girls are saying that they cant pay the bill because someone stole their purse in the shop but the shopkeeper is not believing them.Udipto never misses those chances.He went up promptly and paid the bill for those girls.The girls thanked us and soon we became friends.We came to know that they were the only 2 girls from their dept.So we began to hang out together.They were Geeta and Naina.They were not gorgeous but simple and smart.We had a great time there.We visited the Chagi falls together,We watched the sunset together from Lolegaon,we watched kanchenjunga from Rishap...We even oneday went out boating together in the amusement park in Kalimpong.
At the end of the tour i became pretty close to Naina.The 10 days of tour went in a flash and it was the time to return home.As planned we were returning by darjeeling mail.Just after we boarded the train it started raining.I couldnt sleep and went near the door and was watching the rain.I suddenly felt someone standing beside me.It was naina.
She said "so you r awake!!!"
I replied "i cant sleep at train"
She :I actually feel scary during these thunderstorms.
I: you are as childish as your voice suggests.
She:Hey come on i am the best singer in the college .Dont ridicule about my voice.
After this i kept on insisting her to sing a song and she finally obliged...
And started singing
in rahoon ki dooriya
fanah ho sabhi doodriyan...
When she ended i was completely engrossed in it.I asked"are you madly in love with someone?"
She" ya!But dont ask me his name...
After the trip i was lost in her dreams.But we cant meet regularly.She was from different dept.She mostly used to hang out with her own group of friends while i with my group.But still we used to meet twice or thrice in a week.
I had a deep crush on her but never proposed her.I knew she love somebody.Anyway days gradually pass away and few days were left before we pass out from college.Suddenly one day i got a call from Geeta.She said Naina got a message from my facebook account Where i expressed my feelings about her.I was stunned.I frankly denied.
"Come on!!Ari Didnt u propose her?"
I knew i didnt do it and even no one knew my password.I bluntly said"U two r among my best friends of my college.I knew Naina love someone else.How can i be such a pervert?I really like her company as i like to hang out with my other close friends.Thats it!!!"
Well after that day Naina began to behave a little strange with me.Soon however our college days were over.She returned to her home town Cuttock.I didnt meet her or heard from her after that...Well however the mystry always haunted me Who sent the message frm my account???
Hi Ari.. is that you?Well Getta was same as before although i am more fat now.We soon began to talk like old days.during our conversation i suddenly asked"Are you still single?"
She:i am not in a hurry to marry likeNaina.
i:Oh thats great!!!She is married OMG!!!(Although i felt pain in my heart i tried to be normal)
She:ya!this time she was lucky with someone who is better than a stupid friend who JUST LIKE her
I: What do you mean?"
She: you are stupid as before.You mever understand anything.Naina actually used to love you.But you the fool never understood..."
I:But she was upset about that message!She never talked with me as before after that.
She:There was no such message.We just planned to see your reaction and gauge your mind.But you break her heart.
that was enough for me.I couldnt stand it anymore.Tears began to trickle from my eyes.
The song began to resonate in my ears....
in rahoon ki dooriyan
fanah ho sabhi dooriyan...
P.S. It is purely fictional.But the place i mentioned lava lolegaon,rishap are truely amazing.By the way the movie "azab pre.....kahini" is also good.U will enjoy it more if u watch it with your partner.
Saturday, October 31, 2009
girl: hello...Why r u so late calling today???
boy: Was busy.
girl: Oh!I see..So how was ur day??
boy: It went okay.But lacked colour without u.What happened to u???Why didnt u come to tution today?
girl: Nothing.Jst didnt have the urge.
boy:Oh!!Stop this.U don't sound okay.What happened?
boy: oh!!come on...U never hide anything from me.
girl:Actually i am a little bit disturbed with something.I will tell u later.
boy:if u don't tell me now i wont call u ever.
girl: pls try to understand.I dont feel like discussing those things now.I will tell u everything
tommorrow when we meet.
boy: i wont meet u
girl: hii! hii!
boy: Stop laughing u silly.
girl: Can u live without me??
boy: yes...Why not??? i have many other friends...
boy: okay okay.pls stop now.I have loads of study to do.Cheer up for now.This tone just doesn't suit u "da.."
Girl: okay.bye take care.
boy: sure i will good night.
this was how i once use to converse with one of my best friend night after night whom i lost for some unknown reason.But the memory still lingers.
Friday, October 30, 2009
So i have been tagged thanks to sunakshi and a sweet 15 year old girl.(I dont know her name yet but the rate at which i am reading her blog i hope to discover soon)
Sunday, October 25, 2009
me: hello!I am a.......
girl: Do i know you??
me: No actually u don't know me.I study with u in chemistry tution.I have devoloped a liking for u.It would be great if we become friend.
girl: Listen i dont know who the hell are u.But if u call me once more i will kick the shit out of u.
me: (my mind was blank.I jst managed to say somehow)Okay i thought being friend was not a bad idea.
Before i could say anything she hung up
p.s.-this was how the conversation went when i tried to call up a girl on whom i had crush for the first time in my life.luckily in my tution there was a guy who was my namesake.next day he had to bear the burnt for my antic.may be my innocent face befooled HER.Anyway later that girl became one of my dearest friend and we used to have a great laugh when we recall this incident.life is stranger than fiction!!!!
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
1)I always wear a smile on my face.Even when i am upset or angry the smile doesn't vanish.Rather even when i am in some awkward situation i giggle sheepishly.
2)I cant turn down any request usually.So i am often left with doing things which i don't like.So beware i may grant ur request due to courtesy but in my mind i may be cursing u...
3)I am not a guy to share my feelings with others.I mostly keep my feelings to myself.
4)Many of my friends think that i am bit casual and generally doesnt get upset.But truth is i am very sensitive.I cant ignore any harshness in the behavior of those close to me.I contemplate over those and often get upset.
5)I have a soft corner in my heart for dove eyed tall girls.
6)Many of my friends think i like movies with violence very much.But the truth is i always prefer a love aaj kal or jane tu ya.... rather than movies like saw or hostel.
7)I may come across who doesnt take tensions.But the fact is 2 words result and xam jst make my mind numb.
8)Choclates and ice cream r the best food to me and chilled beer is the best drink.
9)My opinion about my relationship status keep changing :)
10)This is going to be the last one.I still miss s.....Many months have passed since we parted our ways but still i cant forget her.Jst a few mins ago ru.... called me from spain.She ,s... and a few other went their due to their student xhange programme.as i was talking to ru... i could hear the voice of s.. coming frm behind and also sound of her laughter.Really some memory never goes blank...I am having a strange feeling may be the magic of her voice.....
in rahoon ki dooriyan
nigahon ki dooriya
hum rahon ki dooriyan
fannah ho sabhi dooriyan...
This song is jst buzzing in my head now.Anyway its one hour past midnight.so bye gd nit.
Friday, October 9, 2009
Thursday, October 1, 2009
PANCHAMI-:I dont usually go out on panchami.but this time my dear friend al... has to return to delhi on saptami.So we decided to go out on panchami.We started visiting some renowned pandals from 4 in the afternoon.ours was a group of 7-i al...,s..lak,kp,ani,ipod,.The road was comparatively empty.And we watched some beautiful pandals like the one at jpark,babubagan etc. Really we had a good time and at the end al.. gave us a treat at mainland china.the food was gorgeous
SASTHI-On this day i went out with my school friends of npur.We met at jadavpur around 11a.m.But due to heavy rain we reamained struck at jodhpur park for 1hour.Then as the rain ceased we went out to see the pujas.Really we had a great time together we old friends.i dont like others pulling my legs but for sayan and ipod it was different.The most memorable time of the day was the long adda we had at maddox sqare.We had a great time ther and the icing on the cake was the gorgeous girls we got to watch there dressed glamorously in their pujo outfits.
SAPTAMI-This day also went according to plan.I as usual went out with my skul friends and besides this some of my frnd also brought their gfrnd along.We as usual visited some pandals and then had a long adda at deshopriyo park...and here for the first time i rode on a meery-go-round.Oh god! its so scary.
ASTAMI-This day i wanted to spend at home.At the morning i went to our local pandal to offer anjali.In the afternoon visited some pandals with my father and brother and then in the evening we watched the movie "wanted".Really had a good day.
NAVAMI- This was probably the last pujo of my college life.So wanted to do something special.I and some of my friend decided to visit the dandiya at nicco park at night.One of my friend got some passes.So in the afternoon we as usual did some pandal hopping.then went to nicco park.It was my first visit to watch dandiya.The ambience was nice.Beside food was served free for pass holders.So had a nice time.While some of my fiends tried their hand at dancing i preferred to watch from a distance.
DASAMI-This is probably a sad day for almost all bengalis.Alas! time for goodess to return home..I also felt very sad..Dont know what will be my state during next pujo...So prayed to god for my welfare and pleaded her do some miracle to bring me success..
P.S.-believe it or not the creation below is mine did it on of my frnds hand.(learnt it frm my sisters)
Thursday, September 17, 2009
My college life is not so colourful.Never wooed a girl of my college,never got involved in student politics...But still i will miss my collge life.This 4 years taught me a lot.Made me mature.learnt to adapt to different conditions.And above all taught me to make friends.Really in my college life i made some friends whom i will remember through out my life specially sa..n(manager-in the truest meaning can manage any situation),su..to(one of the sweetest guy i met bt can often get under ur skin),ja...to(almost near sa..n in managerial skill bt a bit stubborn),ku..al(a happy go lucky type guy),ni..y(veryyy tempermental when good he is very good...when bad his company u will hate most) and ya pu..y.Really i fell sad when i think after a few months they will probably no longer a part of my life.We may meet occassionally but will never be able to revive this days.
So i wanted to make the last year the happiest ever..I really really enjoyed the month of august and september.We had lots of fun.Want to continue the rest days in same vein.It wud be an icing on the cake if we get jobs through campuss placement.This wish will top the list of the prayers i will make to god this pujo......
p.s--- Tommorrow is mahalaya.So happy mahalaya to all.....
Sunday, August 30, 2009
RESULTS-:Well this was really important.I am always afraid about this6 letter word--"R-E-S-U-L-T".this time it was no different.however again the bullet missed me.I got 7.93.Well its not impressive,rather its poor.But scoring this by putting almost no effort,really its good.i have feared much worser because never before i had such a poor preparation.But again god saved me.it was satisfactory xcept the grade in seminar.i xpected an "O".Anyway this time also all my mess mates scored heavily xcept pu.
MIDWEEK PARTY-:Well this time prince gave a party.Really how much i have changed.1 yr ago this time around i didnt use to touch booze.But now i find it difficult to refuse a drink.Anyway after a few pegs i began to feel tipsy and i dont remember much.Later from the videos captured by one of my frnds i found out that we had a great time.thank u prince for ur generosity.
PUJA SHOPPING-:Well my preparations of pujo has stated.I have started shopping for the pujo.i spent saturday and sunday afternoon for that purpose.I had bought fine salwars for my sisters,a sari for my mom...I also bought an "anarkali" kurta for one of mys best frnd.besides i also brought a shirt for me frm peter england.
OCCASSIONAL NIGHTMARES-:well i am trying my best to forget "da" and move forward in life.I have managed it to some extent.but often some old memory flashes in my mind and i become sad.
"baby i am nothing without you
i know i shouldnt miss u
but i cant let u go"
Well i am not so desperate but the wound takes time to heal....
Anyway cant remember anything more.looking forward to the pujas and feeling jittery abt CAT....
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Anyway time is a great healer...So i am hoping for the best and praying to God to make me happy..
Saturday, August 8, 2009
I jst want to be alone.there so much pressure, so much xpectations,so much tension....
I want to get out of this situation and want to go where there are no routine,no dissapointment,no pretense,no rules......
I WILL ALWAYS WALK ALONE WITH MY SHADOW FOR COMPANY.....
Friday, July 24, 2009
Well one can enjoy a rainy day..By seeing the beautiful rainbow some "ahh" and "wow" come out from my mouth also..Besides i also njoy wading through the waterlogged streets of kolkata...Bt a rainy night i dont know i dont find anything special...Even on any normal night u can spend some time by watching the twinkling stars bt clouds on a rainy night even deprive one from that pleasure...I am trying my best to find out some speciality in it bt my imagination refuse to strech.....
To see if there r more guys on the same boat i sent sms to 2 of my frnds..and here goes their replis
#frnd1- ya its gr8...having a nice feeling...feeling to sing a song or write a poem....anyway gd nit ..bye...
#frnd2-hmm feeling really romantic....wont mind to even give a kiss to a monkey like u in such a weather...mmmuaah..
getting the replies my spririt sank further..ooops everyone is having a great time...I AM HAVING MORE DOUBTS......
"AM I REALLY ABNORMAL??????"
Sunday, July 19, 2009
hope u r fine.Well,within 2 more days u will be older by another year..Hey dont worry...how old u become..it doesnt matter;the image that will reamin in mymemory is that of a 17 year old girl in her red and white school uniform,with a red hair band,and a big bag on her back and always a sweet smile on her lips.Even sixty years down the line it is the image of the bubbbly teenager that will remain etched in my memory..Hey dont worry, dont think i am trying to woo u by this sugar coated words...U know me i never veer from my promises.As we have promised last october we will never cross our paths so i will keep that promise..I will try all the best so that we dont bump against each other.In fact to forget u i have deleted almostall ur photograph except a few which i wish to show one day to my wife when she will try to dig up about my past..However according to u no girl in her right mind will ever like a self obessed guy like me.hope ur judgement be proved wrong one day...Anyway to wipe ur memory i even packed all ur gifts in the "memory box" under my bed..which contain goods that bring back memories of my childhood.But still some memories cant never be wiped out,some images always remain in heart until one go to grave..Uff sry .see i am still so selfish jst talking about my feelings and even forget to wish us...so
Well i heard some good news about u.heard u are now going out with a new guy ,.....
Well i would be lying if i tell my mind didnt go numb when i heard it..Anyway u dont need to bother about my feelings...Really its cool u finally got a boyfriend. In fact u should have got one earlier for any guy would go weak in their knees seeing u.Well my best wishes for u and ur partner.And "Da.." hows ur studies going on???heard u r preparing for cat..Hope u can get into one of ur dream institue.."Best of luck"..I am not saying for the sake of saying..i really mean it..Even the selfish accidentally(?) wishes well for others so why cant i??all the best "Da...".
Bye...Take care and always keep smiling..Adieu
"The selfish giant"
Thursday, July 16, 2009
1)MY FIRST BEST FRIEND-: well it is one guy who used to study wid me at kindergarden..bt i cant remeber his name...and unfortunately i dont even remember his face also....jst some sweet memory...
2)MY FIRST CRUSH-:well first crush occured rather late...it was on a girl called Queeny..however the last time i saw her was during 2006.as far as i know she is studying microbiology in bangalore...i dont have any more current information on her...
3)WANT TO GET BETWEEN THE SHEETS WITH-well who other than genelia d souza...I am mad with her...
4)THE LAST TIME I CRIED IN PUBLIC-:well it was during march;2009..in train while going to kalyani...thankfully the train was empty..and i hope nobody noticed me...
5)DO I LIKE PETS?-:I like dogs in fact specifically spaniel...
6)THE LAST TIME I CRIED TO SLEEP-:well last time during pujas...on saptami....returning frm msquare....
7)FROM MY PAST RELATION I LEARNT-:make best use of the house when its empty....ha ha actuallythis question is out of my syllabus!!!!!
8)MY GRAVEST SIN-:well it was in 2003..when i abused a blind of whom i was a writer..and i given got away widout any punishment...i am really sry abt it..and i know whatever good deed i do i will never be forgiven...
9)MY BEST DEED-:when i used to distribut clothes wid some of my frnds near npur..in 2003...
10)MY 15 MINS OF FAME-:well it was when i got the chance to got the chance..to go on stage at the audutorium of iit kharagpur....
..well now time up..bye bye....
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Now the frying pan..todat i gave my first xam...at ims..and learnt why cat is the toughest xam to crack...My time just flew away..my mind became blank...my hands froze....and jst returning home as i am going thorugh the solution paper i am lamenting how many soft mistakes i made...perhaps another one of my dream will fall apart...
Monday, June 29, 2009
but not these facts the events that make me think this season is for the underdogs is 2 events which happened close ....
Well the first is one girl(Diya) from my neighbour hood cracked IIT.well that same grl in the previous year got around 10000 rank in wb.jt. u can understand that the result is too pathetic when u learn that a stupid like mee got a rank around 1900.bt that same grl is now going to IIt...
nxt event is about one of my friend(k).i studied wid him from nursey 2 till class 10..and probably in not a single xam he scored more than me..bt that guy is now going to do mstat in ISI, another institute abot which i cant even dream...to sneak in.
really salutes to them for what they achieved...bt beside their own skill they also njoyed their slice of luck.
so i too pray too god to conjure up some magic...so my name too shines in this list of underdogs...
Monday, June 22, 2009
" barsho re megha megha......"the song from guru.
anyway i have not posted for a lomg time..actually was busy with xams....getting hitten by thunderbolts at xams is nothing new....but the effort from my part was to keep the damage as less as possible....but this time my efforts(?) proved fruitless.really drew a blank and placing all my hopes on god to pull me through....
apart from this nothing spectacular happened.....my life has come to a standstill..need to make things happen rather than waiting for things to happen by themselves...but dont know the way..is a bit confused..well playing age of mythology is taking most of my time..really strategy game really fascinate me....
i am also waiting for new york to release..forgot the time when i last watched a hindi movie at cinema hall...
so bye folks no more....
Friday, May 15, 2009
Well i am finally going to sleep after a long encounter with a girl.This is not a new experience for me.i usually enjoy online chatting with girls lying on my bed wid my laptop.Did u misinteprete my previous lines????i intentionally framed it.this is my old habbit to exaggarate my online tyrist with grls to misguide my friends...Well its raining and most of guys r feeling romantic.the lucky ones r whispering on their mobile wid their loved ones and rest like me r doing some silly stuff like me writing a crap and dreaming"mera number kab aye ga??".well however i have some encounter wid grls..and mamy of my frnds too had so...i am here scribbling about some memorable moments one face during tyrist wid grls..which u will understand better if u experience.here it goes...
riding a bike-:well only a boy knows about the extraordinary experience of riding a bike wid a grl.actually newtons law of motion acts here.when u apply brakes due to inertia of girls body its front part collides wid ur back and this generates one of the most beautiful experience of ur life.u apply brakes and her breasts collide wid ur back.oh god!! i cant xplain the sensation.but if u have done it evr u better know abt it.
a hug-:its a wonder ful experience.if u have hugged a girl u must have felt 3 types of feelings .
1)the sweet smell of shampoo whichs jst fall on ur nose.
2)the ecstatic perception devoloped by the caressing of her breats.
3)the continous staring and huming of people around u and their comments on it later on.
a kiss-:this is the mother of all feelings.an electric pulse will pass through ur body.u will loss all attention about ur surroundings.u will be on a cloud 9 and the world seems heaven.it will take a dya or two to get normal.and hey one common fact generally after this action the grl will smile at u sheepishly...
a slap-:well getting beaten by anybody is not a great feeling.and to get beaten by a grl is more insulting.so its not a gr8 situation to xperience.i myself never have to endure any such moments and dont know whethe any of my frnd got such bashin frm any grl.so cant tell u much.
well no more ..i am going to sleep with my better half..err my laptop. dont have any energy left to put in on my desk.bye.gd nit.
P.S dont think all this i wrote this frm my xperiences..its not my tale....
Friday, May 8, 2009
i feel like seeing u
when u r away
i feel like memorizing u
when u go
i feel like stopping u
when u smile
i feel like picturising u
when u cry
i feel like pampering u
but nothing is possibe
as i am not with u
u r away
and i am dreaming u......
Saturday, May 2, 2009
well i forgot to mention i am also trying to do my labwork myself for the first time....really its strange.my parents sent me to hostel so that i can be self dependent..but their dream hasnt materialised...for i got a group of frnds who alaways helped me out...but this time my luck ran out....
Sunday, April 26, 2009
beside this i also adviced him on other issues..My heart is also heavy for i will really miss him on the weekends...
bye...have a fine week....
Monday, March 30, 2009
well from childhood i heard many proverbs ...but the one that caught my imagination is....-behind every successful man there is a woman.
but as i studied at narendrapur ramkrishna mission i didnt get much chance to woo my lucky girl.but once i was out from there it was a happy hunting ground for me.the first lady who caught my imagination was s.......(well no need to embarrass others so no name).she used to read at chemisty class wid me.i devised many plans to impress her but couldnt proceed further.hope u guys understand what i mean.finally my frnds egged me to be a little bolder.and the fool i was i took the bait. i oneday phoned the gal and said i want to be ur frnd.for few second there was no sound.then the gal replied-"i dont know who u r but if u try ro call me once more i will slap u......"and she told many sweet little things.the whole word stated spinning before my eyes.i was aprehensive about going to chem class nxt day.but the brave man i was i decided to go.ther i saw a group of gals was standing and shouting.i was afraid and i could hear the "lub-dub" of my heart..i was thinking about turning back and return home.suddenly i noticed a guy among them and it was he who was the cause of those shoutings of those sweet chicks.from his face i could make out he was not having a nice experience...soon everything became clear..that guy was my namesake.he was also aritra.that dream gal of me mistook him as the guy who foned her and so giving him a tough time.i felt sorry for the gut but couldnt sacrifice my head.so moved on.i thanked my stars for once again my innocent looks saved me.bt this incident didnt dampen my spirits..my tyrist wid gals went on.....
Monday, March 23, 2009
Sunday, March 1, 2009
oh ! there is a BREAKING NEWS....
we r again attending college and doing classes.last week i attended 5 classes.man thats an achievment u must applaud
Sunday, February 8, 2009
well i am always bubbling with energy with a high level of enthu.. and always giggling.but the recent gloomy atmosphere had even striken me.i am suddenly feeling lonely...although i am as usual laughing pulling others legs but dep in my heart i know i am jst acting...a deep sinking feeling is gripping me.why god why me?????i know i am not a good creation of urs but compared to most i am a saint and....bla bla....Pls god do something to raise my spirits.for i am one of those few rare guys who when happy can keep the others around happy...so god have mercy please.even u made me suffer so much i have faith in u...so please help me out.....
hey this picture is almost my mirror image...shit!!!pls god take away my worries
Monday, January 26, 2009
3 cheers for narendrapur
hip hip hurre!!
3 cheers for npurians
hip hip hurre!!
Monday, January 12, 2009
ya we haad a party again on 8th jan.this time to celebrate ....(oops i cant remember the reason).however as the economic meltdown has caught upon all of us this time we drank only rum.there were 4 guys me,sudipto,kunal and sayan.we all had a great time.it was kunal who first lost his senses but luckily he went to sleep.then it was the turn of sayan.he totally lost control.actually it was due to, us me and sudipto.we make him drink our drink beside his own pegs.sayan started talkish gibberish.the thing he talked about even made me go blushing.after sometime sudipto went to sleep.then it was me who had to bear with the antics of sayan.however it was an even game bcos few weeks ago it was me who drove away his nuts during one of such party.however in short it was a night to remember.
thank god everyone remembered this warning and no such incident occured
Monday, January 5, 2009
who can forget this god of offside.who can forget his exploits against the murlis and lees.besides he is the man who first taught the cricket team how to fight fire with fire.but every good thing has its end.so our dearest dada have also bade farewell to this beautiful game
so no more guys.its already 11:30 pm.tommorrow me going to a new vector position kalyani.so bye
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Thursday, January 1, 2009
1)i have decided to be slim.i dont know how but its a dream.for i am too lazy to hit the gym.and i am a foodie.so god knows how i will cut my flab.
2)i have decided to be a little serious abt my studies.i know its the most difficult task for me bcas the word STUDY jst repels me.still new year resolutions na...
3)i have decided to stop being a YES-MAN.i nevr try to disagree wid anyone bcos i feel it may hurt the concerned person.but i think now i need to change this atitude.i know it may hurt many but i thnk i SHOULD do dis.
hope trying to keep dis 3 resolutions will drain away all my energy.so no more...