Friday, July 24, 2009

am i normal????

Wow!! its about 10 past one.I hope everybody is having sweet dreams except nerds like me..Dont get me wrong i am not mugging for any xam or chasing my creative pursuits..jst staying awake..Nerds like me do everything for nothing..I am jst looking outside through my window...and hearing the platter of rain...Well its rainy season the" season for poets"...Through my child hood i read numerous poems on rainy season..Besides to many rainy season the nights r xtra special..Some say it gives them a wonderful errie feeling,some say the r spellbound by the mysterious beauty...some say their mind jst goes flying..Bt at present my mind is jst blank..
Well one can enjoy a rainy day..By seeing the beautiful rainbow some "ahh" and "wow" come out from my mouth also..Besides i also njoy wading through the waterlogged streets of kolkata...Bt a rainy night i dont know i dont find anything special...Even on any normal night u can spend some time by watching the twinkling stars bt clouds on a rainy night even deprive one from that pleasure...I am trying my best to find out some speciality in it bt my imagination refuse to strech.....
To see if there r more guys on the same boat i sent sms to 2 of my frnds..and here goes their replis
#frnd1- ya its gr8...having a nice feeling...feeling to sing a song or write a poem....anyway gd nit ..bye...
#frnd2-hmm feeling really romantic....wont mind to even give a kiss to a monkey like u in such a weather...mmmuaah..
getting the replies my spririt sank further..ooops everyone is having a great time...I AM HAVING MORE DOUBTS......
"AM I REALLY ABNORMAL??????"

Sunday, July 19, 2009

a fancy letter

hello "Da.."
hope u r fine.Well,within 2 more days u will be older by another year..Hey dont worry...how old u become..it doesnt matter;the image that will reamin in mymemory is that of a 17 year old girl in her red and white school uniform,with a red hair band,and a big bag on her back and always a sweet smile on her lips.Even sixty years down the line it is the image of the bubbbly teenager that will remain etched in my memory..Hey dont worry, dont think i am trying to woo u by this sugar coated words...U know me i never veer from my promises.As we have promised last october we will never cross our paths so i will keep that promise..I will try all the best so that we dont bump against each other.In fact to forget u i have deleted almostall ur photograph except a few which i wish to show one day to my wife when she will try to dig up about my past..However according to u no girl in her right mind will ever like a self obessed guy like me.hope ur judgement be proved wrong one day...Anyway to wipe ur memory i even packed all ur gifts in the "memory box" under my bed..which contain goods that bring back memories of my childhood.But still some memories cant never be wiped out,some images always remain in heart until one go to grave..Uff sry .see i am still so selfish jst talking about my feelings and even forget to wish us...so

"Happy Birthday"
Well i heard some good news about u.heard u are now going out with a new guy ,.....
Well i would be lying if i tell my mind didnt go numb when i heard it..Anyway u dont need to bother about my feelings...Really its cool u finally got a boyfriend. In fact u should have got one earlier for any guy would go weak in their knees seeing u.Well my best wishes for u and ur partner.And "Da.." hows ur studies going on???heard u r preparing for cat..Hope u can get into one of ur dream institue.."Best of luck"..I am not saying for the sake of saying..i really mean it..Even the selfish accidentally(?) wishes well for others so why cant i??all the best "Da...".
Bye...Take care and always keep smiling..Adieu
from
"The selfish giant"

Thursday, July 16, 2009

my interview....

well i am jst jealous of those guys whose interviews r published in paper....i am not lucky..to give one...So finally i myself decided to take one interview of me....here it goes.
1)MY FIRST BEST FRIEND-: well it is one guy who used to study wid me at kindergarden..bt i cant remeber his name...and unfortunately i dont even remember his face also....jst some sweet memory...
2)MY FIRST CRUSH-:well first crush occured rather late...it was on a girl called Queeny..however the last time i saw her was during 2006.as far as i know she is studying microbiology in bangalore...i dont have any more current information on her...
3)WANT TO GET BETWEEN THE SHEETS WITH-well who other than genelia d souza...I am mad with her...
4)THE LAST TIME I CRIED IN PUBLIC-:well it was during march;2009..in train while going to kalyani...thankfully the train was empty..and i hope nobody noticed me...
5)DO I LIKE PETS?-:I like dogs in fact specifically spaniel...
6)THE LAST TIME I CRIED TO SLEEP-:well last time during pujas...on saptami....returning frm msquare....
7)FROM MY PAST RELATION I LEARNT-:make best use of the house when its empty....ha ha actuallythis question is out of my syllabus!!!!!
8)MY GRAVEST SIN-:well it was in 2003..when i abused a blind of whom i was a writer..and i given got away widout any punishment...i am really sry abt it..and i know whatever good deed i do i will never be forgiven...
9)MY BEST DEED-:when i used to distribut clothes wid some of my frnds near npur..in 2003...
10)MY 15 MINS OF FAME-:well it was when i got the chance to got the chance..to go on stage at the audutorium of iit kharagpur....
..well now time up..bye bye....

Sunday, July 12, 2009

from south pole to frying pan....

Well back after a long time....jst returned frm my tour of delhi...njoyed a lot..I had great fun with my cousins there....How i wish i too could have an elder sister with whom i could continously fight.during my stay there most of my time was spent watching roni and his didi sikhadi fighting...However i sometimes felt awkward for when i too needed to take some side..but really we had a blst together....the land of mashakkali was gr8...Saw some great chicks there...How i wish i could get one of them..Well all this is about the south pole xperiece..the charming one...
Now the frying pan..todat i gave my first xam...at ims..and learnt why cat is the toughest xam to crack...My time just flew away..my mind became blank...my hands froze....and jst returning home as i am going thorugh the solution paper i am lamenting how many soft mistakes i made...perhaps another one of my dream will fall apart...