am i normal????

Wow!! its about 10 past one.I hope everybody is having sweet dreams except nerds like me..Dont get me wrong i am not mugging for any xam or chasing my creative pursuits..jst staying awake..Nerds like me do everything for nothing..I am jst looking outside through my window...and hearing the platter of rain...Well its rainy season the" season for poets"...Through my child hood i read numerous poems on rainy season..Besides to many rainy season the nights r xtra special..Some say it gives them a wonderful errie feeling,some say the r spellbound by the mysterious beauty...some say their mind jst goes flying..Bt at present my mind is jst blank.. Well one can enjoy a rainy day..By seeing the beautiful rainbow some "ahh" and "wow" come out from my mouth also..Besides i also njoy wading through the waterlogged streets of kolkata...Bt a rainy night i dont know i dont find anything special...Even on any normal night u can spend some time by watching the twinkling stars bt clouds on a rainy night even deprive one from that pleasure...I am trying my best to find out some speciality in it bt my imagination refuse to strech..... .

I AM HAVING MORE DOUBTS...... "AM I REALLY ABNORMAL??????"

my interview....

well i am jst jealous of those guys whose interviews r published in paper....i am not lucky..to give one...So finally i myself decided to take one interview of me....here it goes. 1)MY FIRST BEST FRIEND-: well it is one guy who used to study wid me at kindergarden..bt i cant remeber his name...and unfortunately i dont even remember his face also....jst some sweet memory... 2)MY FIRST CRUSH-:well first crush occured rather late...it was on a girl called Queeny..however the last time i saw her was during 2006.as far as i know she is studying microbiology in bangalore...i dont have any more current information on her... 3)WANT TO GET BETWEEN THE SHEETS WITH-well who other than genelia d souza...I am mad with her... 4)THE LAST TIME I CRIED IN PUBLIC-:well it was during march;2009..in train while going to kalyani...thankfully the train was empty..and i hope nobody noticed me... 5)DO I LIKE PETS?-:I like dogs in fact specifically spaniel... 6)THE LAST TIME I CRIED TO SLEEP-:well probaly last day at school hostel 7)FROM MY PAST RELATION I LEARNT-:make best use of the house when its empty....ha ha actuallythis question is out of my syllabus!!!!! 8)MY GRAVEST SIN-:well it was in 2003..when i abused a blind of whom i was a writer..and i given got away widout any punishment...i am really sry abt it..and i know whatever good deed i do i will never be forgiven... 9)MY BEST DEED-:when i used to distribut clothes wid some of my frnds near npur..in 2003... 10)MY 15 MINS OF FAME-:well it was when i got the chance to got the chance..to go on stage at the audutorium of iit kharagpur.... ..well now time up..bye bye....