Nostalgic....

Well writing after almost 2 wks.Actually was busy.now i am down with fever so i got some time to carry on with my mindless musings.Well today one thing just struck my mind.Now its septmember.We will resume our college again at the end of october.Then again january will be holiday for after sem.In november we will be busy for our sem in december.Then there r rumours that campuss placements will start from february..And finall curtains will be down on our college life at the mid of may.So probably there will be no time for enjoyments.Really it hurts thinking about the end of college life. My college life is not so colourful.Never wooed a girl of my college,never got involved in student politics...But still i will miss my collge life.This 4 years taught me a lot.Made me mature.learnt to adapt to different conditions.And above all taught me to make friends.Really in my college life i made some friends whom i will remember through out my life .Really i fell sad when i think after a few months they will probably no longer a part of my life.We may meet occassionally but will never be able to revive this days. So i wanted to make the last year the happiest ever..I really really enjoyed the month of august and september.We had lots of fun.Want to continue the rest days in same vein.It wud be an icing on the cake if we get jobs through campuss placement.This wish will top the list of the prayers i will make to god this pujo...... p.s--- Tommorrow is mahalaya.So happy mahalaya to all.....

am i normal????

Wow!! its about 10 past one.I hope everybody is having sweet dreams except nerds like me..Dont get me wrong i am not mugging for any xam or chasing my creative pursuits..jst staying awake..Nerds like me do everything for nothing..I am jst looking outside through my window...and hearing the platter of rain...Well its rainy season the" season for poets"...Through my child hood i read numerous poems on rainy season..Besides to many rainy season the nights r xtra special..Some say it gives them a wonderful errie feeling,some say the r spellbound by the mysterious beauty...some say their mind jst goes flying..Bt at present my mind is jst blank.. Well one can enjoy a rainy day..By seeing the beautiful rainbow some "ahh" and "wow" come out from my mouth also..Besides i also njoy wading through the waterlogged streets of kolkata...Bt a rainy night i dont know i dont find anything special...Even on any normal night u can spend some time by watching the twinkling stars bt clouds on a rainy night even deprive one from that pleasure...I am trying my best to find out some speciality in it bt my imagination refuse to strech..... .

I AM HAVING MORE DOUBTS...... "AM I REALLY ABNORMAL??????"

my interview....

well i am jst jealous of those guys whose interviews r published in paper....i am not lucky..to give one...So finally i myself decided to take one interview of me....here it goes. 1)MY FIRST BEST FRIEND-: well it is one guy who used to study wid me at kindergarden..bt i cant remeber his name...and unfortunately i dont even remember his face also....jst some sweet memory... 2)MY FIRST CRUSH-:well first crush occured rather late...it was on a girl called Queeny..however the last time i saw her was during 2006.as far as i know she is studying microbiology in bangalore...i dont have any more current information on her... 3)WANT TO GET BETWEEN THE SHEETS WITH-well who other than genelia d souza...I am mad with her... 4)THE LAST TIME I CRIED IN PUBLIC-:well it was during march;2009..in train while going to kalyani...thankfully the train was empty..and i hope nobody noticed me... 5)DO I LIKE PETS?-:I like dogs in fact specifically spaniel... 6)THE LAST TIME I CRIED TO SLEEP-:well probaly last day at school hostel 7)FROM MY PAST RELATION I LEARNT-:make best use of the house when its empty....ha ha actuallythis question is out of my syllabus!!!!! 8)MY GRAVEST SIN-:well it was in 2003..when i abused a blind of whom i was a writer..and i given got away widout any punishment...i am really sry abt it..and i know whatever good deed i do i will never be forgiven... 9)MY BEST DEED-:when i used to distribut clothes wid some of my frnds near npur..in 2003... 10)MY 15 MINS OF FAME-:well it was when i got the chance to got the chance..to go on stage at the audutorium of iit kharagpur.... ..well now time up..bye bye....

jai ho......

people call this song as an inspiration for the underdogs...well this is really a season of underdogs..pakistan winning wcup,roger winning french open.deccan winning ipl...
but not these facts the events that make me think this season is for the underdogs is 2 events which happened close ....
Well the first is one girl(Diya) from my neighbour hood cracked IIT.well that same grl in the previous year got around 10000 rank in wb.jt. u can understand that the result is too pathetic when u learn that a stupid like mee got a rank around 1900.bt that same grl is now going to IIt...

nxt event is about one of my friend(k).i studied wid him from nursey 2 till class 10..and probably in not a single xam he scored more than me..bt that guy is now going to do mstat in ISI, another institute abot which i cant even dream...to sneak in.
really salutes to them for what they achieved...bt beside their own skill they also njoyed their slice of luck.
so i too pray too god to conjure up some magic...so my name too shines in this list of underdogs...

summer of 2009

well its really hot now..dont know when i will get to sing
" barsho re megha megha......"the song from guru.
anyway i have not posted for a lomg time..actually was busy with xams....getting hitten by thunderbolts at xams is nothing new....but the effort from my part was to keep the damage as less as possible....but this time my efforts(?) proved fruitless.really drew a blank and placing all my hopes on god to pull me through....
apart from this nothing spectacular happened.....my life has come to a standstill..need to make things happen rather than waiting for things to happen by themselves...but dont know the way..is a bit confused..well playing age of mythology is taking most of my time..really strategy game really fascinate me....
i am also waiting for new york to release..forgot the time when i last watched a hindi movie at cinema hall...
so bye folks no more....

crap crap crap

Well i am finally going to sleep after a long encounter with a girl.This is not a new experience for me.i usually enjoy online chatting with girls lying on my bed wid my laptop.Did u misinteprete my previous lines????i intentionally framed it.this is my old habbit to exaggarate my online tyrist with grls to misguide my friends...Well its raining and most of guys r feeling romantic.the lucky ones r whispering on their mobile wid their loved ones and rest like me r doing some silly stuff like me writing a crap and dreaming"mera number kab aye ga??...i am here scribbling about some memorable moments one face during tyrist wid grls..which u will understand better if u experience.here it goes...

riding a bike-:well only a boy knows about the extraordinary experience of riding a bike wid a grl.actually newtons law of motion acts here.when u apply brakes due to inertia of girls body its front part collides wid ur back and this generates one of the most beautiful experience of ur life.u apply brakes and her breasts collide wid ur back.oh god!! i cant xplain the sensation.but if u have done it evr u better know abt it.

a hug-:its a wonder ful experience.if u have hugged a girl u must have felt 3 types of feelings .

1)the sweet smell of shampoo whichs jst fall on ur nose.

2)the ecstatic perception devoloped by the caressing of her breats.

3)the continous staring and huming of people around u and their comments on it later on.

a kiss-:this is the mother of all feelings.an electric pulse will pass through ur body.u will loss all attention about ur surroundings.u will be on a cloud 9 and the world seems heaven.it will take a dya or two to get normal.and hey one common fact generally after this action the grl will smile at u sheepishly...

a slap-:well getting beaten by anybody is not a great feeling.and to get beaten by a grl is more insulting.so its not a gr8 situation to xperience.i myself never have to endure any such moments and dont know whethe any of my frnd got such bashin frm any grl.so cant tell u much.

well no more ..i am going to sleep with my better half..err my laptop. dont have any energy left to put in on my desk.bye.gd nit.

P.S dont think all this i wrote this frm my xperiences..its not my tale....

old memories flooding my mind.

well today is 26th april...2009....11 years have passed since that fateful day...my first day of narendrapur.....really those memories r still fresh in my mind..the excitement before going...then the way i used to cry alone for the first few days...for my ..home...Well my mind is flooding with those emotions becas my little bro has cleared the admission test....and he will probably start his days there from 29th april ...My mother was initially worried about sending him but finally she relented...So spent my bro giving some little tips by sharing some experience..I think the most important tip is not to forget the frnds of his present skul..I did this mistake..i later tried to search them but never found them.I had 5 gr8 friends sourish,koustav,poulami , ankita,subhra...I didnt take their fone numbers so lost touch wid them...the friendship wid ankita started in a strange way which i will share later...However after so many years i still miss them..and of course kasturi aunty..I had later made many gr8 frnds and shared many happy time wid them...Still the sweet moments..i spent wid my those frnds r still fres in my memory....I REALLY MISS THEM..so i had adviced my bro to take the nums of his frnd and keep in touch wid them..
beside this i also adviced him on other issues..My heart is also heavy for i will really miss him on the weekends...
bye...have a fine week....